Who does not want to get identified? I remember in India because of my dad, people used to know me, identify me, respect me - she is Parmarsaheb's daughter. I always dreamt of reaching that stage in my life so people can identify my father, now my husband too with my name. It’s a huge endeavor, you require to earn it. I always tried to follow my father, maybe I got many qualities from him some of them are “write your feelings, never leave hope, wait for the opportunity & believe in god (From mom)”.
The Gap between "To be nothing" and “To be something" is very immense. Many can cross that, I know few of them in my life - My Father (Ex.Engineer, Gov of Gujarat), My Husband (MD Psychiatry, NYPH), My Father-in-Law (Manager, SBI) and one of the best admiration for me Rahul Desai (Subject Matter Expert, Unisys).
One of the best things I have noticed is, things will happen if you really want it to happen; consequently if you really think that I want to be something, yes you can be. It’s all about your patience, hard work and dedication towards your aspiration. Well, it’s not like that "To be something" You have to be a CEO of the company. You can be a very good house wife too :). For me being something can be - worth for your own and you family. For example, if I am getting up early morning to make a breakfast for my husband, at least I am doing something for me and him. I am trying to be worth for something!
After Smit (My Husband) goes around 7:30 AM, while having my breakfast and coffee simultaneously I read news, check my emails and look for jobs online. Somewhere in corner of my heart , everyday I think same thing when would this routine will end. However it makes me little depressed too but then I just close my eyes, think of my dad - and I memorize every struggle has an end, this is the time god is scrutinizing my patience , Sunshine is coming all the way to me soon. And when I open my eyes I see a bright Sunshine out of my window (Sometimes I don’t see when it’s raining like today ;) – I live in New York City ), that boosts me again to dream of “Being Something”.
I thought to end this write-up here but then realized it’s not ending well. Its tail is missing and because this is by me it needs to be colorful and happy ended as I am, so adding up a good thought from Google search of course and also a perfect colorful picture that too from Google images –
“Every wall is a door.”
- Ralph Waldo Emerson
However it is a small sentence, but it is very Deep – like ocean ;).
